My New Year Resolution

1- I wanna get married to the man I loved on 10-10-2010 or 20-10-2010. Haha… Both dates are sweet, aren’t they? But my bf is sweeter. Actually we never discussed about the date. It’s my dream to get married on 10-10-10 simply because of the number. However, I don’t want to put my relationship at stake just because of my stupid wish to get married on a nice date. Any day will be fine as long as he’s the groom.

Getting married is my priority now. Actually I can’t imagine myself turning 27 this February and still single. I do wanna have kids before 30. I don’t wanna take risk giving birth after 30 years old. I know that he will say that I think too much. Yes dear, I do, because it’s our life we’re talking about and I want our life to be as ideal as it can be. I really hope my dear will understand that. InsyaAllah.

Honestly, sometimes I have this crazy thought in my mind- Is he ready to marry me in 2010 as whenever I talk about marriage, engagement or anything related to weddings, he will just shut his mouth up. Sometime, he even changes the topic. Maybe he’s just tired of my nagging?

Anyway, I always remember the promise that he made a few months ago that something will happen in 2010 and he’s working on it. Yes dear, together we make it happen OK.


2- Every month I want to put RM2000 aside in the bank! I have to seriously control my spending. In 2009, I spent the bonus that I earned by giving my family a house makeover and gold pendant for my mum. This year, I have told my mum that I wanna get married and I wanna save money every month for my wedding reception.

Haha .. Why am I so excited about marriage? Huh, I just love him! See, I can’t stop talking about Al.

I also wanna use that money to travel with Al-Iza and my travel buddies. Australia, Korea, Japan, Europe etc..

If got extra, maybe I can use it for my 2nd, 3rd or 4th honeymoon with Al-Justin. (macam la banyak sangat duit)


3- I wanna lose waight! Haha.. My target is 48 kg and I will make sure I achieve that before my wedding day. I am going to look pretty on the day. Haha.. Actually that’s just one of the many reasons. The main reason is to maintain a healthy BMI as overweight may lead to so many illness and if I am sick, Al-Justin will have to take care of me. I don't want him to carry the burden and I don't want him to be sad. Therefore, I wanna to stay fit, pretty and healthy.. Ameen. InsyaAllah.


4- My work??? Hmm.. not much. I just wanna pass my ACD assessment with flying colors, meet my KPIs and maintain my rating.


Regards,
Queen-Al